Sunday, 8 January 2012

Collapsed mind

Whenever I feel stress, I cry.
Whenever I feel lonely, I cry.
Whenever I feel sad, I cry.
Maybe for sometimes, I cry for no reason.

Exam, stress, unhappiness....
Can you guys just stay away from my life?
Feel like want to give up now.

Thinking of those days, I have been trying
so hard just to get in here.
Sitting for MUET, SPM and many many
small test. And now, I'm still here.

Why am I thinking of giving up?
I feel so stress that no one could understand.
I'm afraid I couldn't handle it well.
I'm afraid I'll disappoint everyone who cares
about me.

I keep telling myself that I CAN I CAN I CAN DO IT!
But for this moment, my mind controlled me.
I have to face the reality. Exam is coming, stress as well.

Can I cry on your shoulder like a little girl?
Can I just don't bother everything at this moment?
I want to share my feelings with you.
Please support me, mentally. You are my pillar.

I feel helpless.

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