Who should I talk to when I need someone be my audience?

No one ever knows how I passed through the times when I was alone.

When I need you, you are always not there for me. *emo-ing*

Please treat me better. I am the only who I am in this world.

Nothing change. I should have realize it at the very beginning.

Your promise still just remains as a promise. It will never come true.

Do you really have times to accompany me after your exam?

No, you don't have.

I'm sick of waiting and be the person who make the first step.

Whenever I received a phone message, I really

hope that it was from you. The truth is disappointment keep going.

Am I still the first one in your heart?

You are the one I always been missing

Feeling like missing someone in deep of my heart.

I know you couldn't be mine,

but I'll just keep you in the deepest place in my heart and will never forget.

Sometimes, it's better not to speak out the real feeling.

Let it be a little secret between us.

and let it become a beautiful fairy tale.

When we get old, the memories flash back,

we'll still remember each other,

remember our story.

That will let me feel gratify.

Nothing can stand forever but memories.

The memories is my property,

no one can steal them from me.

You make my memories worth recalling.

At this moment, I just want to say

I miss you.

First Part Time Job

What an incredible day. Dave and I went for a part time job as a station leader in some kind of amazing race organised by OCBC Bank at Jalan Yap Kuan Seng.

Woke up in the early morning at 5.30 am and took LRT there. The person in charge told me that it is walking distance from KLCC. Hya right!!!!! Walking distance for more than half an hour and we were lost! I wonder who was the one who participating the race?? Am I?? Hoooouuu... Pls...I'm the CREW, OK!!!! Why I so 'pai mia'??? Haiz... I hate exercising in the early morning. Lastly, Dave's cousin picked us to the destination.

Once I arrived the destination where we were asked to gather, and I was like, OMG!!!! This Rasa Sayang restaurant is so small which located between the Old Town and Tony Romas till I couldn't find it. Why don't they book the Tony Romas or Old Town White Coffee restaurant? This would be easier for us to find out the exact location.

Truly speaking, I was starving at that morning. Luckily, they prepared breakfast for us. Ok, that was the most delicious nasi lemak and teh tarik I ever eat ( just because I was starve ). Haha.

A girl named Teng Teng briefed us what should we do in our job. Dave and I were the station leaders of the second station which is in Rasa Sayang and assisted by a committee from OCBC. Our job was really simple. Just distribute all the letters in our hand to the contestants and after that we may leave.

Firstly, I was so nervous that I will screw up the job after all this was my first part time job. But, in reality, I have done the job perfectly and nicely. So, nothing to be worry, I'm still who I am - a responsible girl. =)

The sad part is, I have been scolded by a stupid disgusting old woman. She refused to take her breakfast which was a part of task in the race. I told her politely that this was the rule set by the organizers. So, as a contestant, she must follow it. And that old woman answered me rudely and ask me "you know what is WASTE? I'll vomit out everything after I eat this." Please la.... I was only a part time crew, why did you put your anger on me? I was following the instruction I get!!! If you want to go against the rule, then just do it? WHO CARES????!!!!!

Fuuuyyyyyy....... Fire raising in my entire body. I really feel that I'm not suppose the one who scolded by her. You do your part, and I do my job. No crashing, no arguing, no fighting. I felt so grievance. ='(

I told this to the committee of OCBC. She saw what was happened too. She agreed that the woman's attitude was improper. Because of this, I had a fight with Dave. We argued along the way we went back and lastly, he always has his way to make me feel better and smile again.