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Suddenly feel that I'm not a good girlfriend for you.

Hardly understand how much stress you are undertaking.

I feel shame because I'm not the one who can disstress you.

I feel sorry because I'm not the one who can share your feeling.

I feel sad because I'm not the one you chose to talk to.

If I were a boy

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

折翼的翅膀

不知道最近是我太敏感还是我们之间真的出现问题了。

很多话想跟你说，却一直没机会对你说。久了，也就忘了。

还有十天就是我们一周年的日子。

回想一年前，我们还是多么甜蜜，人人称羡的情侣。

今天，我们彼此都少了沟通，感情也变淡了。

我觉得我不再了解你，更正确地说，我从来就不了解你。

以前的你，对我多么呵护，照顾。每天早上一起床就会

看到你嘘寒问暖的信息。尽管当时你已经开学了，每天

都会抽空跟我聊天，讲电话也会说上一两个小时。很窝心。

只要我生病，你就会不停地关心。让我觉得你是个细心的男生。

桃花依旧，人面全非。日子久了，你对我的关心变少了。

信息，电话也越来越少。是我还一直傻傻地不停地打电话

给你，发信息给你。即使我大考在即，也不会忘了陪你聊

天。我做任何事，都以你为先，从来就没有对你隐瞒。

可是你呢？讲电话的时候心不在焉，我一离开就找别的女生

聊天。很多时候做事情或决定都没有告诉我。这是幼稚的

行为吗？想必你一定忘了你去年生日的愿望，你告诉我

说你觉得自己很幼稚，希望在思想方面成熟一点。

在你今年的生日，我想问你，去年的愿望，你做到了吗？

你曾答应，你不会骗我的，就连小小的谎都不会跟我说。

但是，你扪心自问，从头到尾，大大小小，我知道的，

不知道的谎言，你对我说了多少？

亲爱的，你食言了。你知道的，我可以接受你坦白，但是

不能接受谎言。一次不忠，百次不容。希望你铭记在心。

现在你已经变本加厉了，我发的信息，你已经不回复了。

我们说的电话再也不会超过半小时，甚至是十分钟。

你总是有你的理由来搪塞我，敷衍我。

有的时候你很热情，有的时候你却对我很冷淡。

你可以老实对我说到底这是为了什么？是你移情别恋了

吗？是你不再喜欢我了吗？是你对我感到厌倦了吗？

还是我太烦了，烦得让你受不了？或者我就像口香糖，

太粘人了？也许是我疑心太重，又爱吃醋。

告诉我一个答案吧！我已经厌倦了猜测，去猜测一个

永远不确定的答案。

我实在接受不了。我还一度说服自己说你现在比从前

忙了，功课也多了，时间当然不够用。还怪自己不应该

再霸占你的时间。

我心里明白，这些都是安慰自己的话。难道我的课业就

不繁忙吗？难道我就有很多时间吗？这全是自己的意愿。

如果你真的想做，认真做一件事情，没人阻止得了你。

明年也许你就要出国了。要是你一直这样对我不理不睬，

那你要我怎么等你四年？如果我付出了青春，换来的只是

你的冷漠，值得吗？

原来经营一段感情不容易。

I miss you so much

This is the first photo we took with my new camera.

Dear, I wish we could take many photos before you go study oversea.

When I miss you, I can look at these photos, then all our memories

can be flash back. I will miss you. Really really miss you.

I asked my dad just now. He doesn't allow me to go to KL and

celebrate your 19th birthday with you. I feel so sorry. You must

feel so disappoint right? I can't do anything. My dad said NO means

NO.

One day after your birthday is our first anniversary. Times flew.

One year past so fast till we don't even realized it.

Regretfully, we also can't celebrate our anniversary together this year,

next year, and the following 4 years. =(

I'll save my money from now on, I want to visit you in UK at least once.

I hope that we can still stay together that time and forever.

I'm so afraid to think about my life without you in four years time.

I miss you, dear. I want you to hold my hand till we get old.

Can you promise me? I love you Dave.

I just want to do what I really want to.

Is it really difficult to do anything you want to do and that thing is against other's thinking?

I won't bother about what people think of me. Because I know what I'm doing.

Maybe I need some advises, but not order.

Never ever has people who can judge my mind but me myself.

I know where is my limit and what I should or shouldn't do.

Please don't treat me like a child anymore even I'm not yet an adult.

Korean Food

That was my first time...First time went to Korean Restaurant.

Three of us, Heavymetal Wang, Caroline Kum & Chiang Hooi Chyn sat down and stared on the menu.

I have totally no idea what to order. The main point was I was starving. So, I looked at the picture of the food and made my decision. At that time, the only thing I thinking was to eat. Haha!

We ordered a plate of marinated sweet sauce pork, spicy soup, and something like Mee Hun. I also don't know what is that. LOL!

Have a look on the picture. What have you seen? There are eleven little plates of side dishes. Oh gosh!!!! Carol!!!!! Why didn't you tell us earlier that they provide side dishes? And they were refillable.

I thought we can finished it. Actually, we couldn't.

The funniest part was, when I took up the chopsticks, I had a shock! The chopsticks were thin and flat. I don't know how to use it. The chopsticks I used to use are little plum & round. They are totally different.

Lastly, I managed to use it, though still not so proficient. Yeeeppp....

The food was nice and delicious. The price was nice too. But who cares??? Once in a blue moon. ^^